Social Anxiety,Panic Disorder and victims.?

victims do you guys seem to have developed overwhelming anxiety when going out in public or experience panic attacks and excessive worry when around people?Has caused you to be cynical and like ume people are out to get you?Do you now feel everyone has a ulterior motive for being nice to you?Do you find yourself paranoid over the littlest things?I am that way and I feel the /ual abuse has caused much damage to me.Can anyone else relate?